Since it is the Easter holidays, a short break before my last few weeks at university, I decided to come back home and spend the holidays here.
Currently, I'm kind of regretting this decision, primarily because I have gotten very little work done because I don't have a table or work environment to stop and spend several hours doing research and writing. The second minor reason, is that it seems to be a sample of how things will be when I move back after university and it doesn't seem too good so far.
Although i live in a flat with other people, and I am conscious about being too loud etc... I'm otherwise entirely independent and can do almost whatever I want, whenever I want. Even though I've been told that that won't change when I come home, i do think that it naturally will be somewhat different, and less of an independent situation. For example, whilst at university if I want to go out somewhere I just go, at home though, I may need to check to see if I can so it doesn't clash with anyone else's plans and I may need to give details like where I'll be when I'm back, etc...
Hopefully things have gone the way they have this week because my brother is home also and because its the holidays. Its just another change that has to happen and you have to learn to adapt to. Will be strange coming back to live in the family home full time again.
Just reading this back, I don't mean for this to sound bad at all, its as I said a big change, something that I'll just have to get used to again.
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