This week I seemed to have had either some kind of revelation or mental breakthrough, raising my confidence and making me just generally happier.
Its quite hard to explain, but after all of the events over the last few years, I was left with very little self confidence, affecting how social I was and things would sometimes seem a little bit down. This year however, more specifically the last couple of months has completely broken that mould and seems to have turned things around.
The main reason why I think this has happened is because of the London Nerdfighters. A group of awesome people that I have been meeting up with and talking too since earlier this year and being with them has majorly helped to raise my confidence and allow me to be more myself.
Even though I do still have a few friends back up north near Scarborough, I would like to think that I've made a group of new nerdfighter friends too.
Fitting in more at work has also had a big impact on me this week too, especially after the initially terrifying announcement of our office Xmas party next week.
All of this has just lead to me feeling more passively happy recently, getting to interact with people more and have fun out in London, rather than locking myself up at home like I used to do throughout university.
I'm hoping this isn't just some Christmas season type effect, because it does feel like a long time coming and has been really nice to feel more comfortable and myself again.
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